You make me cry again .. Thank you !

Hampir setiap malam macam ni .. Kenapa sebenarnya ? Aku ke yang dah berubah ? Apa yang aku perlu perbaiki ? Aku perasan sejak-sejak ni banyak dah berubah pada kita .. Tapi aku tak tahu mana silapnya .. Aku nak macam mula-mula couple dulu .. Aku rindu kita yang dulu .. Ke kau dah bosan dengan aku ? Ke kau dah jumpa perempuan yang boleh buat kau lebih bahagia berbanding aku ? Apa lagi yang tak cukup ? Aku cuba semampu aku untuk jadi yang aku mampu .. Aku cuba untuk jadi memahami walaupun ia susah .. Kau sedar tak semua tu ? Aku tahu , aku bukan sesiapa , tapi aku punya hati dan perasaan ..

Hardships

Makin serabut aku fikir hidup ni .. Dengan ayah yang macam tu .. Dengan study aku yang entah ke mana-mana .. Aku survive sorang-sorang untuk hidup kat Shah Alam ni .. No one care .. Even my family .. Tak ada tempat aku nak share .. Aku rasa family aku sekarang ni pun dah porak-peranda .. Bagai retak menanti belah .. Aku ni student tapi banyak benda yang menganggu aku untuk study .. Macam mana nak concentrate kat study kalau macam-macam masalah yang timbul ? Dengan adik yang selalu menghimpit aku dengan masalah duit .. Pening kepala aku .. Haish .. Aku ni bukan anak orang kaya yang senang-senang mak bapak bagi duit .. Duit pun aku kena cari sendiri .. Sampai aku terpaksa buat part-time job untuk tampung hidup aku .. Sometimes aku rasa give up pun ada ..

Hurt

Nampak macam you tak risau pun kat I .. I balik sorang-sorang you biar je .. I dah cakap kan I takut , I nak you teman .. Plus , macam-macam yang jadi kat Shah Alam ni .. You tak risau ke ? Ke bila pape dah jadi kat I baru you nak risau ? Lately , I perasan masa you dengan I dah kurang .. Dulu you tak macam ni , boleh je nak teman I .. I ni dok makan hati sebab cuba untuk faham you .. Tapi entah lahh .. Dulu you takut masa I kurang dengan you if I kerja tapi sekarang terbalik pulak rasanya .. Masa you kurang ada lahh .. If you terbaca ni , mesti you ingat I tak faham you or whatever so on .. But , this is from the deep of my heart ..

Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God

i really love this song ! terlalu suka ! band ni pown aq suke . aq tau lgu ni lbey kpd ketuhanan dan nme band ni pown ad kne mengene dgn kitab bible , tp aq hnye menggemarinye , x mempengaruhi akidah aq pown . 

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can’t help but wish that I was there
Back where I’d love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I’m not around
When I’m much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
‘Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again, oh no
Once again

There’s nothing here for me on this barren road
There’s no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can’t help but think of the times I’ve had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I’m not around,
When I’m much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
‘Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade…

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I’m not around,
When I’m much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
‘Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again oh no
Once again

lirik ni membawa seribu satu maksud pada aku . bagi aku , lagu ni menimbulkan keinsafan kepada diriku . and basically , lagu ni berdasarkan kisah benar ! kebanyakan lagu band berdasarkan kisah benar yang berlaku dalam kalangan ahli kumpulan mereka . contohnya , 'So Far Away' telah ditujukan kepada drummer mereka iaitu The Rev yang meninggal kerana kandungan alkohol yang berlebihan dalam badan .korang ley tengok and baca sendiri kat http://id.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avenged_Sevenfold 

I've made the decision !

juz now dh tgk rmh bru 2 . so , rsenye , jd kowt nk pindah . mak pown kate ok . . masalahnye skunk , i have 2 empty this house before 15th Dis . and now i'm taking my final examination . it ended on 17th Dis ! thats means , i have to remove my things while I was taking the final examination . so burden !

I Have No Comment About That !

is that was my fault ? i really don't understand on what you were thought . if you thought you were not involved in this case , then why must you 'touching' on what i said ? i didn't mentioned anyone on that post , i made it general . i thought , you don't have to interfere in this case . did i be rude to you ? if yes , I'm really sorry . and now ,  I am the person who blamed . whereas , i just wanted to defend my rights ! my thing was lost ! i just want to know the truth . where is the thing ? I was accused of causing all this happening . if the thing was not lost , i don't be like this . everything will be good like usual ! 'someone' made it trouble, not me . using my things without my permission is my KEPANTANGAN ! please respect me . just let me know that you are using my thing . but , you do not do it, things like this happens . when the thing was lost , everyone will say " i don't know " . yeah , thank you so much for that sentence !
* she frowned with me !

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assalamualaikum . !~